Thursday, August 30, 2007

to sam

hey!
ur birthday in 5 days.
and i havent been able to stop thinking about u yet.
love is a strange thing
almost for a year i was in denial. of the fact that ur finally gone. ur not gonna come back. are u?
no ur not...things are funny the way they are. i dont want you to come back actually... not because ive stopped loving you. but coz it doesnt matter anymore..its way to hard.
way to hard to be even hoping...or wishing....for wishes i want fulfilled.
im waiting too long....
or maybe the wait is finally over.
u wud never understand...i dont want you to.
i dont want you.
i just wish u to be the same great guy u were. and not as pretentious as you are now.
or maybe u were that before.
happy birthday.


p.s. i wrote this 5 days before his birthday..posting it today coz i saw it in the drafts..

1 comments:

simran said...

it happens feelings change wid time , v dont want tht person back but still v care for tht person ....
bcoz v have given our time , shared things .....wid tht soo called special one